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2024

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Are you trapped in a cycle of addiction, desperately searching for a way out? Do you yearn for redemption but feel unworthy of forgiveness? This raw and unflinching memoir offers hope for even the most broken souls.From a childhood marred by abuse to a young adulthood consumed by sex addiction and substance abuse, the author's journey is a harrowing testament to the depths of human suffering. But it's also a powerful story of transformation and hope. Through a seri...

Price$18.99 NZD

Bigger Than Me

An Untold Story of Sex and Love Addiction

2010

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In his memoir, Bigger Than Me, Ryan Capitol shares the compelling story of his addiction to love and sex and how his compulsions led him into a world of pornography and abuse and, eventually, on a path to healing.Capitol narrates a horrifying and often graphic journey through childhood sexual abuse that began with his older brother and continued on for ten years through a variety of sexual predators who were unfortunately also family members. As he details the human side o...

Price$13.99 NZD

Might As Well Face It!

A Journaled Story of Overcoming Sex Addiction!

2024

EN

From a childhood marred by abuse to a young adulthood consumed by sex addiction and substance abuse, the author's journey is a harrowing testament to the depths of human suffering. But it's also a powerful story of transformation and hope. Through a series of life-altering encounters, including a mysterious stranger believed to be Jesus Christ himself, the author discovers the healing power of faith. With the guidance of a compassionate refugee pastor and the unwavering support of his wife...

Price$16.55 NZDor Free with Kobo Plus

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Rob Delaney

Mother. Wife. Sister. Human. Warrior. Falcon. Yardstick. Turban. Cabbage.


2013

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Rob Delaney is a father, a husband, a comedian, a writer. He is the author of an endless stream of beautiful, insane jokes on Twitter. He is sober. He is sometimes brave. He speaks French. He has bungee-jumped off the Manhattan Bridge. He enjoys antagonizing political figures, powerful retailers and the Kardashians. He listens to metal while he works out. He broke into an abandoned mental hospital with his mother. He played Sir Lancelot in Camelot. He has battled ...

Price$13.99 NZD

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2013

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Operation Danny…that’s all bartender and recent college graduate, Julian Hallowell has had on his mind the past year. Julian may have no idea what he wants to do with his life, but he definitely knows he‘s in love with the boy next door: The one in next room to be exact, his roommate Danny Wallace.Danny owns a used text book store just off campus and while Julian has done his level best to make Danny fall for him, all his hard work appears to have been in vain. Danny doesn’t seem t...

The Gilded Razor

A Book Club Recommendation!


2016

EN

Sharply funny and compulsively readable, The Gilded Razor is a “powerful addition to the literature of active addiction and recovery” (New York Times bestselling author Bill Clegg) from Sam Lansky.The Gilded Razor is the true story of a double life that New York Times bestselling author George Hodgman called “virtuosic.” By the age of seventeen, Sam Lansky was an all-star student with Ivy League aspirations in his final year at a...

Price$14.84 NZD

Alice in Genderland

A Crossdresser Comes of AgeTm


2005

EN

Alice in Genderland is the first ever memoir by a crossdresser who is not content to live behind closed doorsand who takes it much further than his straighter, more circumspect peers might ever care to go. Most of the time, Harvard-educated psychiatrist Richard Novic is Rick, a man at the office or a husband and father at home. But one night a week, he is Alice, a woman about town, shopping, dining, dancing, and dating a man for nearly a decade.In contrast...

Price$11.03 NZD

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2011

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"Why do I hurt so much and why does it feel like I can't stop crying. I feel so alone in this world like I'm living in some sort of hell on earth and no one can save me. I go to bed but I cannot sleep. I simply think about everything. Why am I here, what is my purpose and why do I feel that I must protect everyone at the cost of myself. I need to feel valued and loved to be hugged and told that I'm special. I need a mother who wants a daughter and why do I have to have her! Please God resc...

Price$11.37 NZD

Cracked, Not Broken

Surviving and Thriving After a Suicide Attempt


2013

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The Golden Gate Bridge is one of the most recognizable structures to define a modern city. Yet, for author Kevin Hines the bridge is not merely a marker of a place or a time. Instead, the bridge marks the beginning of his remarkable story. At 19 years old, Kevin attempted to take his own life by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge - a distance which took four seconds to fall. Recently diagnosed with bi-polar disorder, Kevin had begun to hear voices telling him he had to die, and days before...

Price$98.99 NZD

Addicted

Notes from the Belly of the Beast

2016

EN

Is addiction a disease, a sin, a sign of hypersensitivity, a personal failing, or a unique resource for the creative mind? However it is defined, addiction can have devastating consequences, often shattering lives, sundering families, causing impoverishment, and even triggering suicide. Yet it can also be a source of inspiration. In these frank essays, leading American and Canadian writers explore their surprisingly diverse personal experiences with this complex phenomenon, candidly recoun...

Price$29.99 NZDor Free with Kobo Plus

It's Personal, Hiv/Aids Real Stories About Real People

The Day the Ground Fell from Under Me

2008

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HIV/AIDS is real and life changing.We have all had moments in our lives where situations or circumstance has caused us to think, how will I ever get over this?Remember as a child when your best friend didnt want to be your friend any more, when you broke up with your first love, you didnt get the grade you expected, or you got fired from your job. You probably felt as if the ground had moved from under your feet and the earth had just gobbled you up.But look at us know, we bounced back and...

Price$6.20 NZD

I'm From Driftwood

Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender & Queer Stories From All Over The World

2010

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The “I’m From Driftwood” book puts 51 true and inspiring LGBTQ stories into the palm of your hand. The stories inside range from coming out and falling in love to doing laundry and going to the prom. Each purchase helps ImFromDriftwood.com collect and share more stories to send a powerful message to queer youth: you are not alone. The "I'm From Driftwood" book is a companion anthology to the acclaimed non-profit also called I'm From Driftwood. Originally published as a print book, the anth...